THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!!!

HAVE U EVER FEEL SOMETHING WEIRD INSIDE UR HEART THAT REALLY HURT U????? I'M FEELING THAT TODAY........... SO HURT AND I DON'T KNOW WHY????? I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO CRY IT OUT BUT I CAN'T...... BECAUSE MY FRIENDS WILL WEIRD OF IT... IT JUST I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER............ SO I TRY TO MAKE MYSELF BUSY DOING THING THAT I DON'T INTENDED TO DO SO....... PLAYING GAMES, SURFING INTERNET AND CHAT WITH MY FRIENDS VIA FACEBOOK........ BUT THEN THE FEELING IS STILL THERE........ SO QUICKLY TOMMOROW COME SO THAT I CAN DO MY ROUTINE GOING TO CLASS AS USUALL AND FORGET THIS FEELING....... GOD PLEASE CALM DOWN ME????? ONLY U AND FOR U I SURRENDER MYSELF........... AND FROM U ALSO I ASK FOR PEACE IN MY HEART............

Surrender to God - If I Do That, What Am I Giving Up?

If we surrender to God, what are we giving up? Does it mean, as it does for the enemy in battle, to give up on victory in our lives? Is God holding a gun to our heads and forcing us to give Him everything we have, like a bandit or mugger might do? To be sure, there are those who are willing to portray God in that way, especially where self-gain is involved. But when we come to know the true character and nature of God, we quickly discover how false that image is.

Surrender means to yield ownership, to relinquish control over what we consider ours: our property, our time, our "rights." When we surrender to God, we are simply acknowledging that what we "own" actually belongs to Him. He is the giver of all good things. We are responsible to care for what God has given us, as stewards of His property, but by surrendering to God, we admit that He is ultimately in control of everything, including our present circumstances. Surrendering to God helps us to let go of whatever has been holding us back from God's best for our lives. By surrendering to God, we let go of whatever has kept us from wanting God's ways first.

BORING PUNYA PASAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BORING PUNYA PASAL KU PEGI TANGKAP GAMBAR SENDIRI.................

INI BARU SEBAHAGIAN JE NI..............

ADA BANYAK LAGI..............

HEHEHEHEHEHE.............

AKU DAN SI KULAT SUNWAY

INHALE AND EXHALE RELEASE BREATH!!!

I WENT TO SUNWAY PIRAMID TODAY WITH MY FRIENDS. JUST HANGING OUT THERE, RELEASE TENSION AND EVERYTHING THERE. I’M SO MESMERIZE WITH THAT PLACE. SO BEAUTIFUL IN MY POINT OF VIEW. THIS IS MY FIRST TIME BEING THERE.

THAT’S PART OF MY ACTIVITY FOR ME TO MOVING AWAY FROM MY ROUTINE OF STUDYING. HEHEHEHE... BUT I’M QUITE WORRIED WITH MY PROGRESS ESPECIALLY IN MY SUBJECT PSYCHOLOGY. I DID NOT DO WELL FOR THAT SUBJECT. I FAILED TWO OF THAT TEST AND NOW I’M WORRYING WHERE TO COVER THE MARKS FOR ME TO PAST THAT SUBJECT.

HUH!!!!!!!!!!!
SO TENSION THINKING OF THIS. HOPE THAT LECTURER MIGHT HELP ME TO COVER THAT I GUESS... I’M SO WORRY ACTUALLY BUT WHAT I NEED TO DO BECAUSE IT’S TOO DIFFICULT FOR ME TO REMEMBER AND MEMORIZE THAT SUBJECT. IT’S INVOLVED MANY THEORIES THAT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE AT ALL FOR ME LA.... THE THING IS BY NEXT WEEK WE WILL START OUR NEW SEMESTER AND I CAN’T SPEND A LOT OF TIME TO STUDY ON THAT BECAUSE OF DOING OTHER THING AT THE SAME TIME...

HAH.....
WHATEVER LA.....
GOD DO HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!!

AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST FINISH MY CLASS THIS MORNING.....

HEHEHEHEHE....

NOW I'M AT LIBRARY......

SO BORING ACTUALLY!!!!!!!!!

DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO....

I JUST SUBMITTED MY ASSIGNMENT THAT I JUST DONE IT LAST NIGHT...

SO RELEASE UNLESS I HAVE DONE ONE THING....

BUT THERE MANY THING TO SETTLE UP.....

YESTERDAY I JUST FINISH WATCHING THE PHILIPINE SERIES

SO HAPPY UNLESS AFTER THIS I DON'T THINK ABOUT IT ANY LONGER...

HEHEHEHEHEHE.......

SO I CAN CONCERNTRATE DOING MY ASSIGNMENT I GUESS.....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.............

AFTER THIS WEEK MY FIRST SEMESTER WILL FINISH

AND SECOND SEMESTER COME DIRECTLY AFTER THIS WEEK.......

HOPE THAT TIME PASSING BY FASTER RIGHT....

I CANNOT WAIT TO GOING BACK TO SARAWAK FOR GOOD......

I DON'T LIKE TO BE HERE ACTUALLY.........

I DON'T KNOW WHY AND FOR WHAT REASON I DON'T LIKE TO BE HERE???????????

IT JUST I DON'T LIKE TO BE HERE I GUESS........

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE..........

LELAK DAH NGANSAK DIRI!!!!

LELAK DAH KU NGANSAK DIRI NGAGA PENGAWA KU KO.......
ADUH..............
SIGI UTAI PUN NADAI NYADI UTAI......
BAKANI GAYA TUK.......
I KNOW THAT I'M TAKING FOR GRANTED EVERTHING I QUESS......
BUT HOW COULD I FORCING MYSELF TO DO SO RIGHT
IF I'M NOT WILLING TO DO SO........

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO TIRED OF THESE THING ALREADY.....
I'M TRYING HARD ALREADY.....
WHAT HAPPEN NEXT LET IT BE LA KAN.....

MALAS DAH PIKIR MAYUH-MAYUH KO....
BIAR LA BUAT APA YANG ADA JA.....
JANJI DAPAT MARKAH.....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...........
THAT ME!!!!!!!
I KNOW IT...........
I AM ME......

UNTIL WHEN THIS END UP I CANNOT PROMISE TO IT.....
LANTAK LA.....
APA NAK JADI-JADI LA......
HEHEHEHEHE......

MY CRAZINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVEN THOUGH I’M BUZY ENOUGH WITH MY ASSIGNMENT
I STILL HAVE TIME TO WATCH A PHILIPINE SERIES CALLED “KAHIT ISANG SAGLIT”.
IN ENGLISH CALLED “A TIME FOR US”............

SEEM THAT I’M ADDICTED TO THIS SERIES ALREADY....................
IT STARTS WHEN I HAVE MY OWN BROADBAND....
BUT SOMETIME IT QUITE SLOW.....
YOU KNOW THAT IF EVERYBODY WAS USING THE SAME BROADBAND IT BECOME SLOW........
AND IT TOO SLOW FOR ME TO DOWNLOADS THE SERIES VIA YOUTUBE....

WHAT I REALIZED I REALLY ADDICTED TO THIS SERIES............
IT KIND OF ROMANTIC AND LOVE STORY SERIES..........
THAT CAN BE SAID TOUCHING THE HEART WHO LOOKED ON IT.......

MEMOIRS OF MANDI AIR TERJUN

I FEEL BAD!!!!!!!!!

IT’S ABOUT A WEEK I DON’T UPDATE MY BLOG. SEEM THAT I’M TOO BUSY WITH MY WORK BUT IT NOT REALLY THAT ACTUALLY. I’M TOO BLUR WITH ANYTHING FOR THIS WEEK. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND WHAT I WANT TO DO. THEN I JUST FULFILL MY TIME WITH PLAYING GAMES BUT SOMETIMES I DO MY WORK ALSO. ARGH.... SO BORED ACTUALLY COUNTING EVERYDAY PASSING BY. I WISH I COULD MAKE IT FAST BUT I CAN’T......

TODAY I FEEL SO SAD AND I DON’T WHY. SOMETIMES WHEN IT COMES TO BORING PART I’LL FEEL SAD THEN. I JUST WONDERING WHY. IT’S LOOK LIKE I DON’T HAVE ANY FRIENDS TO LEAN ON RIGHT. THERE MANY FRIENDS HERE ACTUALLY BUT IT MIGHT BE DIFFERENT COMPARED TO MY OLD FRIENDS I GUESS. HERE EVERYBODY BUSY DOING WORK. YEAH.... OF COURSE IT DEPENDS ON HOW HARDWORKING OURSELF AND I’M NOT THAT HARDWORKING. BUT THEN I HAVE TOO SINCE THIS IS PART OF MY WORK AS TO COMPLETE THIS DPLI COURSE.

ANYWAY WHATEVER IT IS, HOPE TOMMOROW MIGHT BE A BETTER DAY. EVEN THOUGH TOMMOROW IS A MONDAY, A BORING DAY FOR ME!!!!!