SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO SAD ACTUALLY, SO BORING AND MANY OTHERS SO..............
I'M SO SAD THAT I'M GOING BACK TO SHAH ALAM AGAIN...........
HUHUHUHU.............
IT'S ABOUT A WEEK I'VE BEEN KUCHING HERE........
CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS AND ENJOY THE HOLIDAY..........
BUT THEN I'VE TO GO BACK TO SHAH ALAM............

A WEEK HOLIDAY DOESN'T ENOUGH FOR ME TO ENJOY EVERYTHING...........
AND NOW I'M STILL IN THE MOOD OF HOLIDAY AND YET A TIME FOR ME TO RUN AWAY FROM MY EVERY RUTINE..........
OOOOOOOO GOD GIVE ME PEACE IN MY HEART............
MAKE ME AS YOUR INSTRUMENT OF PEACE BECAUSE I NEED THOSE KIND OF FEELING TO FACES WHATEVER COMES TO ME AFTERWARD..........
LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING BACK TO KUCHING AGAIN............

DO MAKE THE TIME RUNNING FASTER GOD CAUSE I'M SICK ENOUGH TO BE AT SHAH ALAM THERE...........
HUHUHUHUHU.......
AND NOW I'M SO SAD TO LEAVE KUCHING, TO LEAVE EVERYTHING AND TO LEAVE THE MOMENT OF TIME BEING TOGETHER WITH THE LOVED ONE.............
ARGH.................
I FEEL SO SAD WHEN I'M THINKING OF THIS.............
I NEED TO BE COOL ACTUALLY SINCE WHEN I GET THERE I HAVE MANY WORKS TO SETTLE UP.........
ANYWHERE I HOPE I CAN DO IT AND CAN MAKE IT FOR THIS FEW MONTH MORE.............

SINU ENDAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SINU NDAR ATI KU SARITU. KU CUBA ENJOY DIRI MPU TAPI NDA ULIH. SEMA JAKU BARU PULAI ARI MEDA WAYANG NGAU GENG KU. BLOG TUK GAK NYADI TEMPAT KU MENGADU DAH NYAK....
APALAH NASIB KU KAN.....

BAKANI LA CARA KU KA NGUBAH KELEMAHAN DIRI KU ATAU AKU PERLU JADI DIRI SENDIRI NDA IBOH KIRUH KE PENDAPAT ORANG KAN....
KU CUBA SEDAYA UPAYA KU DAH..... TAPI TETAP GAK KELEMAHAN NGAU KETAKSEMPURNAAN AKU YANG TIMBUL....
APA GIK MEMANG LA SEDIH BILA KITAI NGASAI KE ORANG CUBA KA MINTA TOLONG DAN BERHARAP NGAU KITAI DAN KITAI CUBA KA NULONG TAPI NDA ULIH...
KENI LAH KAN NTI NAMA YA DAH NDA ULIH DAN AKU NDA SEPERTI YANG DIJANGKAKAN......

NAMA!!! SALAH AKU GAK NYAK KA???????????
KADANG AKU RASA KELEMAHAN AKU DAN KETIDAKSEMPURNAAN AKU DAH OVERSHADOW DIRI KU EMPU... LABAN AKU PUN TURUT BERUNDING DALAM ATI YANG ORANG NYAK NGARAP KE AKU NYADI BAKA YANG SEPERTI YA KA, ULIH YA BERGANTUNG NGAU AND MACAM-MACAM GIK LA...... DAH NYAK AKU NEMU AKU UKAI ORANG DALAM CRITERIA NYAK.... SO APA GIK LA MEMANG LA KU PIKIR MESTI YA TUK KECEWA LABAN AKU NDA BAKA UTAI KE DI ARAP KA YA.....

TAPI KATI LA KU ULIH NGUBAH UTAI NYAK KAN....
LABAN KEMAMPUAN KU MEMANG SETAKAT NYAK.....
TAPI APA LA SALAH ORANG NYAK TERIMA KU SEADANYA......
MEMANG AKU NGAKU PERKARA NYAK BAH..... AKU UKAI ORANG KAYA YANG ULIH SENTIASA NULONG BILA MAYA YA TUSAH TAPI NDA ULIH KA YA NIPU MIMIT ANANG KELALU NAMPAK KA KELEMAHAN KU NYAK BA MATA YA....
HAI..... ENTAH LA.... MUNGKIN KETEGAL NYAK LA ORANG YA BATAK ASUR KOT.....

YA LAH AKU NDA SEMPURNA BA MATA YA......
TAPI KENI-KENI PUN AKU NEMU KELEMAHAN NGAU KETIDAKSEMPURAAN AKU NYAK AKU TETAP NDA ULIH NGUBAH PERKARA NYAK...........
ULIH MEMANG LA BISI KEMUNGKINAN TAPI MUNGKIN AMBI MASA............

BAH NDA KAN AKU JAK YANG PERLU NITIH KA REQUIREMENT YA KAN........
KATI KE REQUIREMENT AKU NGAGAI YA....
KADA YA ULIH NITIH KE............
TAPI NADAI YA KALA BERUNDING UTAI NYAK KALI........
INGAT KEDIRI EMPU JAK............
NADAI HAL AKU HARAP AKU ULIH HANDLE PERKARA TUK...........
LENYAU LA ATI KU KE SINU TUK.........
KADANG ASAI KE NDA ULIH BERTAHAN GIK DAH.........

LATE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!

IT’S LATE ALREADY BUT YET I STILL SEAT IN MY DESK................
I TRY TO FINISH UP MY WORK AND SEARCH FOR THE ARTICLE THAT RELATED TO MY ASSIGNMENT BUT THEN I CAN’T FIND IT...............
AND NOW I’M THINKING OF TO STOP DOING IT BECAUSE LATE ALRAEDY AND I NEED TO SLEEP............
EVERYBOBY IN THIS HOUSE IS SLEEP ALREADY INSTEAD OF ME..............
I’M SO HARDWORKING ISN’T IT????????????
NOT SO I GUESS...............
HUH TIRED ALREADY.............
JUST WANTED TO WRITE A LITTLE IN MY BLOG BEFORE I SLEEP THEN................
OK LA...........
I NEED TO REST MYSELF...........
RATHER THAN NOTHING TO DO...................

TO LOVED OR TO BE LOVED?????????

TO LOVED OR TE BE LOVED????????
WHICH ONE IS MUCH MORE BETTER?????????????
I PREFERED TO BE LOVED BY OTHERS AND I’M SICK OF TO LOVED. SEEMS IT’S USUALLY END UP WITH HURTING ME THEN. NOW I’M HOPING FOR BEING LOVED BY OTHERS. HOPE THAT I CAN FIND ONE SOON.
HAHAHAHAHAHA..........
BUT LOVED WILL NEVER COME IF YOU NOT SEARCHING FOR IT I GUESS..................
BUT IT MATTER OF TIME THAT MAKES YOU TO FIND A LOVE AND TO FALL FOR THE LOVE...........
BUT OTHERS SAY LOVE WILL COME TO YOU............
IS THAT RIGHT AH????????
HOW COME LOVE COMES TO YOU IF YOU NOT SEARCHING FOR IT RIGHT??????????
HAHAHAHAHA..........
QUITE NONSENSE LA..................
WHATEVER LA............
WHAT I KNOW LOVE IS HAPPINESS AND JOY WHEN IT’S MEANINGFUL TO ANYBODY WHO FALLS IN LOVE BUT IT CAN HURT TOO WHEN SOMEONE WHO YOU LOVED NOT APPRECIATE IT LIKE YOU DID...........
HEHEHEHEHEHEHE............
THAT MY OPINION WITH NO HURT OTHERS FEELING............

NOTHING MUCH TO DO!!

I’M FREE.........
FREE FROM GOING TO CLASS FOR THIS FEW DAYS......
BUT EVERBODY WENT BACK HOME EXCEPT ME AND ONE OF MY FRIENDS ALSO FROM SARAWAK.......
BUT THEN I’M STAY ALONE ALSO CAUSE MY FRIEND DOING HER PART TIME JOB ON THE DAY AND ONLY COME BACK AT NIGHT...........
PITY ON ME RIGHT............
NEVER MIND THAT WHAT WE CALLED THE DAY OF BEING ALONE.............
BUT I ALWAYS BE ALONE AT KUCHING AS WELL.....
AND I’M GET USED TO IT................
HAHAHAHAHA...............
WHAT HAPPEN AFTER I’M WORKING SOON AHH..........
THAT TIME PROBABLY I’LL BE ALONE AGAIN AND FOR MUCH TIME TOO I GUESS...................

SCARED!!! WORRIED!!! EVERTHING!!!!!!

I JUST TEST MY ENGLISH LEVEL AND I WANTED O KNOW TO WHICH LEVEL MY ENGLISH IS. TOO SCARED OF IT SINCE THE RESULT WAS NOT THAT GOOD. NOW I’M GETTING WORRIED ALREADY ON HOW CAN I TEACH ENGLISH AND AM I CAPABLE ENOUGH TO DO SO. I’M NOT SAYING THAT I’M NOT CONFIDENT WITH MYSELF BUT THE REALITY IS I NEED TO BE GOOD FIRST IN THIS SUBJECT THEN I CAN TEACH OTHERS RIGHT.........

FOR THE TIME BEING I TRY MY BEST TO IMPROVE IT AND HOPE THAT I’M NOT GIVING UP TO DO SO. I BELIEVE EVERYBODY CAN DO IT BUT THERE MUST BE HARD WORK TO WORK ON ITS. IT RELY ON THE MATTER OF OURSELF TO MAKE IT REAL RIGHT....................

OOOOOOOOO...............
GOD DO BLESS MY WISHES TO BE GOOD IN THIS MATTER....................

CANNOT WAIT FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT BEEN A WHILE I HAVEN’T WRITE IN MY BLOG. I’M QUITE BUZY WITH MY WORKS AND THESE BUZINESS SOMETIMES MAKE ME SICK OF IT. I NEED TO RUN AWAY FROM THIS KIND OF ROUTINES AND MAKES SPACES OF TIME FOR ME TO ENJOY MYSELF AND FOR ME TO RELAX MY MIND AND SOUL PROBABLY. PERHAPS I NEED TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT. BUT AS LONG AS I’M HERE I DON’T HAVE ANY IDEA TO DO WHAT SINCE I’M NOT FAMILIAR WITH THIS AREA. UNLESS IF I’M AT KUCHING I KNOW WHAT SORT OF THING THAT I CAN DO.

I CANNOT WAIT FOR GOING BACK THIS TIME. OOO............ GOD DOES MAKE TIME RUNNING FASTER. I CANNOT WAIT TO GOING BACK FOR CHRISTMAS EVE EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT US (MY FAMILY & I) NOT REALLY CELEBRATE THIS FESTIVAL. FOR ME THIS IS THE TIME FOR ME STAY AT MY HOME AND GO OUT SOMETIMES WITH NOTHING MUCH TO THINK OF.

OOOOOOOO.......... I NEED TO FREE MY MIND TO THINK OF MANY SORTS OF THING LIKE STUDYING, WORKING ON MY ASSIGNMENT AND MANY OTHERS. BUT THEN I CAN’T DO SO....... SINCE I NEED TO DO THOSE WORK FOR ME TO ACCOMPLISH MY DP COURSE AND IT JUST A MATTER OF TIME, A ONE YEAR TIME FOR ME TO FINISH THIS COURSE.

SO ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST FINISH MY ASSIGNMENT ON LESSON PLAN.
WHAT NONSENSE I HAVE TO DO THIS LESSON PLAN????????????

YEAH...........
I SAY SO BECAUSE IT IS NOT LIKES THAT IF YOU'RE REALLY COME TO THE ACTUAL SITUATION AND EVERY OF MY CLASSMATE WHO HAS TEACHING EXPERIENCED SAID THAT LA..................

SO ANNOYING ACTUALLY...............
WHY I NEED TO DO THIS IF IT’S DOES NOT PRACTICAL THEN RIGHT.....................
WHAT EVER LA.............
BUT I HAVE TO FULFILL THIS REQUIREMENT ALSO RIGHT...........
AS LECTURE DO THEIR WORK TEACHING US AND WE AS A STUDENTS ALSO NEED TO COMPLIMENT ALSO..........

EMMMMMMMMMM..........................
ONE MORE THING.............
I'M SO ANNOYING WITH THE LECTURER WHO ASK US TO WATCH A MOVIE CALLED "PAPADOM"...........
IT JUST BECAUSE OF WRITTING WORKSHOP SHE ASK US TO WATCH THAT MOVIE.........
WHY MUST THAT WAY AH..............
WHAT EVER LA............
FOR ME IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE LA............
YA LA JUST BECAUSE OF WRITTING WORKSHOP...........

ONE MORE THING HOW COME SHE ASK US TO DO SO???????????
WE ALREADY GOT MANY WORK TO DO..............
THE QUESTION IS, IS THERE ANY TIME FOR US TO DO SO??????????
HAI.............
WHATEVER LA................

SEMAKIN SIHAT!!!!!!!!!

NAMPAK GAYA NYA KU SEMAKIN TEMBAM LA............
ALAMAK SUSAH NI..........
KENA DIET JAWABNYA NI KO...........
MACAM MANA NAK DIET NI...............

CAKAP JE NAK DIET TAPI TAK JUGA NI.............
ADUH NAK TIMBANG BERAT PUN DAH TAKUT........
YE LAH TIMBANG JE TENGOK BERAT MELAMPAU NANTI TU YANG MENAKUTKAN JUGA TU.......
HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.......
TAK TAHU LAH NAK DIET MACAM MANA.........

I'M OLD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY'S ALREADY 5TH NOVEMBER...............
MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY...........
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..........
I'M OLD ENOUGH ALREADY..........

WHAT SHOULD I DO AH?????
SHOULD I PLAN FOR A BETTER LIFE OR REMAIN THE SAME....
HEHEHEHEHE.......
SINCE THAT I WAS TIED TO THE AGREEMENT WITH THE GOVERNMENT I CANNOT PLAN ANYTHING............
THE THING IS I NEED TO ACCOMPLISH MY MISSION TO BE A TEACHER THEN.........
HEHEHEHEHE........
I HAVE TO WAIT FOR HALF YEAR MORE TO FINISH THIS AND START WITH A NEW ROUTINE AS A TEACHER THEN......

DEATH!!!! I'M AFRAID OF IT!!!

MY BIRTHDAY COMING SOON IN FEW DAYS MORE. SHOULD I BE PROUD OF BEING OLDER OR SHOULD I BE AFRAID OF IT. EMM.... ACTUALLY I'M QUITE AFRAID OF BEING OLDER AND OLDER. WHAT COME TO MY MIND WHEN I'M THINKING I'M GETTING OLDER IS DEATH......

ACTUALLY IT QUITE NONSENSE RIGHT. BUT I ALWAYS THINKING OF IT. HOW IT LOOK LIKE WHEN IT COME TO THAT TIME.....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA........

NEVER MIND EVERYBODY NEED TO FACE THE DEATH IN ANY WAYS OR ANY TIME I GUESS. THE ONLY THING THAT WE DON'T KNOW WHEN IT IS.
HEHEHEHEHE...............
BEFORE THAT WE NEED TO REPEND FIRST BEFORE THE TIME IS COME.....

BENGANG NYA!!!!!!!!!!!

BENGANG NYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BERAPA ARI TUK DAH LINE MAXIS BROADBAND NDA MANAH..........
GERAM ADA JAK KO..............
RASA KA PEGI JAK MAXIS CENTER AND MENGAMUK DAH NYAK.............
PA HAL LA KO KU..............
BIL UDAH GAK BAYAR..............
NI NDA KU NDA GERAM DAH NYAK.....................
HEH............
APA-APA JAK LA...........

CAKAP PASAL SEMESTER BARU TUK............
EMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.....................
LECTURERS MAYUH BIAK-BIAK LA............
PROBABLY BIAK ARI AKU KOT.............
HARAP-HARAP NADAI NYADI HAL GILAK LA KAN..................
APA-APA PUN JAMPAT LA MASA BEJALAI.....
NDA SABAR KA NGABIS DP COURSE TUK.............
AIYA...........
TAPI GIK LAMA GAK BILA DI KIRA-KIRA...............

EMMMMMMMMMM.............
BULAN SATU DAH START PRAKTIKAL GAK..............
DINI NDA LA SIDA YA NIKAU AKU TUK..............
MAYUH KEMUNGKINAN YA SIGI DITU NADAI HARAPAN LA KA PULAI KUCHING PRAKTIKAL.........
HUHUHUHUHU...........
NADAI HAL LA JANJI JAMPAT ABIS KE COURSE TUK.........
HEHEHEHEHE...............

DAH NYAK MENGANGGUR GAK SEKEJAP NGANTI KE POSTING..............
NADAI HAL LA JANJI BISI UTAI DI ANTI KAN............
DINI NDA LA KU TUK DI POSTING SIDA YA ILA KO..............

THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!!!

HAVE U EVER FEEL SOMETHING WEIRD INSIDE UR HEART THAT REALLY HURT U????? I'M FEELING THAT TODAY........... SO HURT AND I DON'T KNOW WHY????? I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO CRY IT OUT BUT I CAN'T...... BECAUSE MY FRIENDS WILL WEIRD OF IT... IT JUST I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER............ SO I TRY TO MAKE MYSELF BUSY DOING THING THAT I DON'T INTENDED TO DO SO....... PLAYING GAMES, SURFING INTERNET AND CHAT WITH MY FRIENDS VIA FACEBOOK........ BUT THEN THE FEELING IS STILL THERE........ SO QUICKLY TOMMOROW COME SO THAT I CAN DO MY ROUTINE GOING TO CLASS AS USUALL AND FORGET THIS FEELING....... GOD PLEASE CALM DOWN ME????? ONLY U AND FOR U I SURRENDER MYSELF........... AND FROM U ALSO I ASK FOR PEACE IN MY HEART............

Surrender to God - If I Do That, What Am I Giving Up?

If we surrender to God, what are we giving up? Does it mean, as it does for the enemy in battle, to give up on victory in our lives? Is God holding a gun to our heads and forcing us to give Him everything we have, like a bandit or mugger might do? To be sure, there are those who are willing to portray God in that way, especially where self-gain is involved. But when we come to know the true character and nature of God, we quickly discover how false that image is.

Surrender means to yield ownership, to relinquish control over what we consider ours: our property, our time, our "rights." When we surrender to God, we are simply acknowledging that what we "own" actually belongs to Him. He is the giver of all good things. We are responsible to care for what God has given us, as stewards of His property, but by surrendering to God, we admit that He is ultimately in control of everything, including our present circumstances. Surrendering to God helps us to let go of whatever has been holding us back from God's best for our lives. By surrendering to God, we let go of whatever has kept us from wanting God's ways first.

BORING PUNYA PASAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BORING PUNYA PASAL KU PEGI TANGKAP GAMBAR SENDIRI.................

INI BARU SEBAHAGIAN JE NI..............

ADA BANYAK LAGI..............

HEHEHEHEHEHE.............

AKU DAN SI KULAT SUNWAY

INHALE AND EXHALE RELEASE BREATH!!!

I WENT TO SUNWAY PIRAMID TODAY WITH MY FRIENDS. JUST HANGING OUT THERE, RELEASE TENSION AND EVERYTHING THERE. I’M SO MESMERIZE WITH THAT PLACE. SO BEAUTIFUL IN MY POINT OF VIEW. THIS IS MY FIRST TIME BEING THERE.

THAT’S PART OF MY ACTIVITY FOR ME TO MOVING AWAY FROM MY ROUTINE OF STUDYING. HEHEHEHE... BUT I’M QUITE WORRIED WITH MY PROGRESS ESPECIALLY IN MY SUBJECT PSYCHOLOGY. I DID NOT DO WELL FOR THAT SUBJECT. I FAILED TWO OF THAT TEST AND NOW I’M WORRYING WHERE TO COVER THE MARKS FOR ME TO PAST THAT SUBJECT.

HUH!!!!!!!!!!!
SO TENSION THINKING OF THIS. HOPE THAT LECTURER MIGHT HELP ME TO COVER THAT I GUESS... I’M SO WORRY ACTUALLY BUT WHAT I NEED TO DO BECAUSE IT’S TOO DIFFICULT FOR ME TO REMEMBER AND MEMORIZE THAT SUBJECT. IT’S INVOLVED MANY THEORIES THAT DOESN’T MAKE SENSE AT ALL FOR ME LA.... THE THING IS BY NEXT WEEK WE WILL START OUR NEW SEMESTER AND I CAN’T SPEND A LOT OF TIME TO STUDY ON THAT BECAUSE OF DOING OTHER THING AT THE SAME TIME...

HAH.....
WHATEVER LA.....
GOD DO HELP ME PLEASE!!!!!!!

AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST FINISH MY CLASS THIS MORNING.....

HEHEHEHEHE....

NOW I'M AT LIBRARY......

SO BORING ACTUALLY!!!!!!!!!

DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO....

I JUST SUBMITTED MY ASSIGNMENT THAT I JUST DONE IT LAST NIGHT...

SO RELEASE UNLESS I HAVE DONE ONE THING....

BUT THERE MANY THING TO SETTLE UP.....

YESTERDAY I JUST FINISH WATCHING THE PHILIPINE SERIES

SO HAPPY UNLESS AFTER THIS I DON'T THINK ABOUT IT ANY LONGER...

HEHEHEHEHEHE.......

SO I CAN CONCERNTRATE DOING MY ASSIGNMENT I GUESS.....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.............

AFTER THIS WEEK MY FIRST SEMESTER WILL FINISH

AND SECOND SEMESTER COME DIRECTLY AFTER THIS WEEK.......

HOPE THAT TIME PASSING BY FASTER RIGHT....

I CANNOT WAIT TO GOING BACK TO SARAWAK FOR GOOD......

I DON'T LIKE TO BE HERE ACTUALLY.........

I DON'T KNOW WHY AND FOR WHAT REASON I DON'T LIKE TO BE HERE???????????

IT JUST I DON'T LIKE TO BE HERE I GUESS........

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE..........

LELAK DAH NGANSAK DIRI!!!!

LELAK DAH KU NGANSAK DIRI NGAGA PENGAWA KU KO.......
ADUH..............
SIGI UTAI PUN NADAI NYADI UTAI......
BAKANI GAYA TUK.......
I KNOW THAT I'M TAKING FOR GRANTED EVERTHING I QUESS......
BUT HOW COULD I FORCING MYSELF TO DO SO RIGHT
IF I'M NOT WILLING TO DO SO........

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO TIRED OF THESE THING ALREADY.....
I'M TRYING HARD ALREADY.....
WHAT HAPPEN NEXT LET IT BE LA KAN.....

MALAS DAH PIKIR MAYUH-MAYUH KO....
BIAR LA BUAT APA YANG ADA JA.....
JANJI DAPAT MARKAH.....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...........
THAT ME!!!!!!!
I KNOW IT...........
I AM ME......

UNTIL WHEN THIS END UP I CANNOT PROMISE TO IT.....
LANTAK LA.....
APA NAK JADI-JADI LA......
HEHEHEHEHE......

MY CRAZINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVEN THOUGH I’M BUZY ENOUGH WITH MY ASSIGNMENT
I STILL HAVE TIME TO WATCH A PHILIPINE SERIES CALLED “KAHIT ISANG SAGLIT”.
IN ENGLISH CALLED “A TIME FOR US”............

SEEM THAT I’M ADDICTED TO THIS SERIES ALREADY....................
IT STARTS WHEN I HAVE MY OWN BROADBAND....
BUT SOMETIME IT QUITE SLOW.....
YOU KNOW THAT IF EVERYBODY WAS USING THE SAME BROADBAND IT BECOME SLOW........
AND IT TOO SLOW FOR ME TO DOWNLOADS THE SERIES VIA YOUTUBE....

WHAT I REALIZED I REALLY ADDICTED TO THIS SERIES............
IT KIND OF ROMANTIC AND LOVE STORY SERIES..........
THAT CAN BE SAID TOUCHING THE HEART WHO LOOKED ON IT.......

MEMOIRS OF MANDI AIR TERJUN

I FEEL BAD!!!!!!!!!

IT’S ABOUT A WEEK I DON’T UPDATE MY BLOG. SEEM THAT I’M TOO BUSY WITH MY WORK BUT IT NOT REALLY THAT ACTUALLY. I’M TOO BLUR WITH ANYTHING FOR THIS WEEK. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO AND WHAT I WANT TO DO. THEN I JUST FULFILL MY TIME WITH PLAYING GAMES BUT SOMETIMES I DO MY WORK ALSO. ARGH.... SO BORED ACTUALLY COUNTING EVERYDAY PASSING BY. I WISH I COULD MAKE IT FAST BUT I CAN’T......

TODAY I FEEL SO SAD AND I DON’T WHY. SOMETIMES WHEN IT COMES TO BORING PART I’LL FEEL SAD THEN. I JUST WONDERING WHY. IT’S LOOK LIKE I DON’T HAVE ANY FRIENDS TO LEAN ON RIGHT. THERE MANY FRIENDS HERE ACTUALLY BUT IT MIGHT BE DIFFERENT COMPARED TO MY OLD FRIENDS I GUESS. HERE EVERYBODY BUSY DOING WORK. YEAH.... OF COURSE IT DEPENDS ON HOW HARDWORKING OURSELF AND I’M NOT THAT HARDWORKING. BUT THEN I HAVE TOO SINCE THIS IS PART OF MY WORK AS TO COMPLETE THIS DPLI COURSE.

ANYWAY WHATEVER IT IS, HOPE TOMMOROW MIGHT BE A BETTER DAY. EVEN THOUGH TOMMOROW IS A MONDAY, A BORING DAY FOR ME!!!!!

MONDAY IS A BORING DAY!!!!!!!

WAH.................
SO BORING FOR TODAY......
I FEEL SO SLEEPY IN MY AFTERNOON CLASS......
TODAY CLASS I GOT PRESENTATION WHICH I DON’T KNOW ABOUT IT............
SO WITHOUT PREPARING AT ALL I JUST PRESENT WHAT CAME OUT IN MY MIND..........
SO BORING LA..............
SEEM THAT I’M STILL IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD I GUESS!!!!!!!!!

ARG................
THERE MANY WORKS TO SETTLE UP
BUT I DON’T HAVE A MOOD AT ALL TO DO SO................
SEEM THAT I CAN’T FORCE MYSELF TO DO SO I GUESS..............
LET DO THOSE WORK WHEN CHASING AFTER THE DUE DATE RIGHT..........
SINCE I DON’T HAVE A MOOD TO SO.....................
WHATEVER LA..............
JUST LET IT BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MAYBE WHEN IT COME TO IT DUE DATE
THEN I WILL START TO DO IT I GUESSS.........
HEHEHEHEHEHE........................

BORING NYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BORING NYA!!!!!!!!!!!!
TAK TAU NAK BUAT PA LA PLAK BILA DAH SAMPAI KAT SINI AWAL-AWAL......
RINDU DAH NAK BALIK LAGI ADA NI.....
HUHUHUHUHU.....
SEDIHNYA.........

NAK BUAT PA NI YE??????
BAIK KU TIDUR JE KAN.......
YE LAH BILA DAH MASUK KELAS TAK LA BORING SANGAT MCMNI KAN.....
NANTI DAH MASUK KELAS JADI BUZY TU YANG MASA BERJALAN DENGAN CEPAT TU.....

HAHAHAHA......
KEJA TAK SIAP LAGI NI.....
NAK BUAT MCM MANA NI HO.....
BENGGANG NYA DENGAN KEJA-KEJA NI........
ADUH.............
MALASNYA KO...............

I'M BACK TO SHAH ALAM SO SOON!!!!!!!!!!

TOMMOROW I’M GOING BACK TO SHAH ALAM AGAIN...............
HUHUHUHUHUHU...........................
SO SAD ACTUALLY.............
BUT WHAT TO DO I GOT A MISSION OVERTHERE.....

THE THING IS MY WORK HASN’T FINISH YET.........
SEEM THAT TWO WEEKS HOLIDAY WAS NOT FOR ME TO DO MY WORK.........
IT’S FOR ME TO ENJOY MYSELF I GUESS........
YEAH.........
NOT FOR ME TO THINK OF STUDYING AND SO FORTH.......
ARGH.......................................
NEVER MIND LA...........
DO THOSE OF WORK OVER THERE LA.........
SINCE I’M GOING BACK ONE DAY EARLIER................

I’LL BE MISSING KUCHING THEN.................
HOPE THAT TIME PASSING BY FASTER THEN.......
AFTER THIS TIME I DON’T KNOW WHEN THEN I’M GOING BACK TO KUCHING AGAIN.......
HUHUHUHUHU................
SO SAD ACTUALLY...........

MONEY ALWAYS NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!

Why money always not enough?????????????
I've been thinking of this many times..............
Seems that I always got this problem.............
When it comes to this money problem
I always think of how to get rid of this problem...........
Hehehehehe...................

Hahahahaha..............
Sometimes I’ve been thinking of to rob a bank
So that I can get more money.........
Easy said than done right!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hehehehe..............

What if I’m looking for a rich guy???????????
And get married soon.......
Hahahahaha.........
Not that easy right!!!!!

My lecture always said
“Say La Vie”!!!!!!!!!!!!
Meaning to say that is life..............
Hahahahaha.................

WHAT WOMAN REALLY WORRIED OF????????

What woman really worried of?????????????
So what do you think????????
For me what woman really worried of are their weight and their ages..............
I guess every woman’s agreed with me!!!!!!!!!!!!
And for me I really worried of my ages which are became older and older..............
Hehehehe...........
The thing is when we become older and older then aging sign come out.................
Huh............
I guess I experienced that thing now.................
I’m so worried of that actually...................
But the thing is I’m really old enough............
My aging sign came out as I should be in this ages I guess.............
What I’m worried now my hairs keep falling down..............
Eeeeeeee...........
So scared of losing my hairs until I became bald................
Hopefully not as like that..............
Then dark spot also come out on my face....................
Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu...............
Am I that old?????????????????
I should prevent its actually right.......................
What sorts of treatments I need to use ah.................
I should try Olay Total Effect I guess...........
Hehehehehe...................
Like I’m promoting that Olay Total Effect then right............
Whatever lah..................
Seems that I’m worried enough about this................
But then that is natural right.....................
Anyway just let it be lah ho.........................

MY ACTIVITY SINCE I'M HERE!!!!!!!!

ALMOST A WEEK I’VE BEEN HERE BUT I FEEL NOTHING DIFFERENT…………..
THOUGHT OF MEETING MY FRIENDS ALSO HAVEN’T DONE YET…………….
ACTUALLY I REALLY LIKE TO MEET THEM BUT SEEMS THAT THEY WERE WORKING COMPARED TO ME WHO HAS 2 WEEK HOLIDAY………….
NEVER MIND LA EVERYBODY NEEDS TO GO WORK RIGHT……………..

I SPENT MOST OF MY TIME WITH MY SISTER AND BROTHER…………
I HAVEN'T SEE MY PARENT SINCE THEY WERE AT KAMPUNG THERE……….
SORRY FOR THAT………..
DOESN’T MEAN ME NEGLECTING BOTH OF THEM…………..
HEHEHEHE……………..

CELEBRATION TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA.................
CANNOT WAIT TO COMING BACK TO KUCHING!!!!!!
HEHEHE..............

ACTUALLY I HAVE QUIZ TOMOROW..........
BUT I DON'T HAVE A MOOD TO STUDY ON IT.................
LET IT BE LA..............
WHAT HAPPEN JUST SEE IT TOMOROW RIGHT.............

COMING BACK TO KUCHING THIS TIME MAYBE FOR ME TO STAY AWAY FROM THINKING OF STUDYING...............
I BEEN THINKING OF GOING FAR AWAY..............
BUT NOT THAT FAR LA I GUESS...............
MAYBE TO A PLACE THAT IS CONSIDERED CALM...............
PROBABLY A PLACE LIKE A SEA SHORE I GUESS................

PERHAP I BEEN THINKING OF GOING TO THE CLUB TOO...................
DRINKING UNTIL I'M DRUNK ENOUGH............
UNTIL I DON'T THINK ABOUT OTHER ELSE THING THAT BOTHER
ME AND MY FEELING I GUESS............

ARH..............
CANNOT WAIT FOR IT ACTUALLY.................
BUT HOPE THAT I GET MY ALLOWANCE SOON...........
SO THAT I CAN IMPLEMENT MY HOPE OF MAKING MYSELF ENJOY...............
HEHEHEHE............

WHAT EVER IT IS
I AM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME AND MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHE..............

SINGAH KEJAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SINGAH KEJAP EH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHE.....................

NDA SABAR KA PULAI KUCHING KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SEMINGGU DA GIK LA.................
BY 12TH SEPT KU PULAI KUCHING DAH................
HEHEHEHE..............
CUTI RAYA BAH................
DUA MINGGU GIK NYAK..............

MUJUR LA ORANG TUAI KU NULONG BELI TIKET............
HEHEHEHEHE................
NTI NDA DAI PULAI CUTI KU KINI.................
NI NGANTI DUIT ELAUN LALU NDA GA KELUAR.............

NDA SABAR DAH KA PULAI KO..................
TP YANG JADI MASALAH NDA LIH BERSENANG LENANG CUTI TUK..............
BISI PENGAWA GA LECTURER BERI...........
ADUH!!!!!!!!!!!!
JAWAB NYA NDA ULIH LA CUTI SEPENUHNYA TUK...........
HEHEHEHEHE................

NADAI KO NGAU GA NE.................
HAHAHAHAHA...............
JANJI ULIH PULAI NE................

I SEE U GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M BACK SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RAYA HOLIDAY JUST AROUND THE CORNER!!!!!!!!!!!!

RAYA HOLIDAY JUST AROUND THE CORNER................
AND I HAVEN'T DECIDED WHEN TO GO BACK SARAWAK
SINCE I WAIT FOR THE ALLOWANCE..........
THERE TWO WEEK HOLIDAY START FROM 12TH SEPT UNTIL 27TH SEPT............

I DON'T WANT TO STAY HERE FOR THE HOLIDAY...........
HOPEFULLY THAT I RECEIVED ALLOWANCE BEFORE THE HOLIDAY..........

I PLAN ALREADY TO SPEND MY HOLIDAY WITH MY SISTER AND BROTHER AT KUCHING THERE..........
MAY I FOUND THE WAY OUT OF THIS BEFORE THE HOLIDAY RIGHT.............

I'LL BE AT KUCHING ON THE 12TH SEPT I GUESS...................
IF I GOT THE ALLOWANCE PROBABLY.......
HEHEHE................
IF NOT I'M GOING TO STAY HERE I GUESS..........
HUHUHUHU...........

I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!

SO BUZY FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!!!!!!!!!
I GOT QUIZ, ASSIGNMENT AND PRESENTATION TOO….
IT’S QUITE BOTHERSOME RIGHT????
BUT FOR THE FUTURE I HAVE TO STAND IT
AND I HAVE TO DO IT TOO…….

IT SEEMS THAT A PUNISMENT FOR ME TO WENT BACK SARAWAK SO SUDDEN AND ESCAPE FROM THE CLASS TOO I GUESS……
SORRY MAT KU DAI INFORM DEK YANG KU BC PULAI UJG MINGGU TUK TADI.. HEHEHEH…….

THE BAD THING WAS THAT WHAT I HAVE DONE GOES WRONG………
SO SAD ACTUALLY…………..
IT GOING TO RUIN MY MARKS IN MY PAPER ACTUALLY……..
HUHUHUHUHU………….
WHAT TO DO RIGHT?????
THAT THING ALREADY HAPPENS……….
AND I HAVE TO STRUGGLE ON THE OTHER THING TO SUPPORT IT’S……..
NO MATTER WHAT
CHA-YUK….. CHA-YUK………….

UNLESS I’M HAPPY TO BE AT SARAWAK AFTER A COUPLE OF MONTH AT
SHAH ALAM HERE……….
EVEN FOR A WHILE………..

FOR MY FRIEND AT KUCHING THERE WHO I DIDN’T HAVE A CHANCE TO MEET WITH……..
I WILL COME BACK AGAIN SOON…….
HEHEHE….
SEE YOU GUYS…………..

I WAS SO EXHAUSTED!!!!!!

YESTERDAY AFTER I’M GOING BACK FROM MY CLASS I WAS SLEEP DEFINITELY AFTER I HAVE MY DINNER……….
I GUESS I WAS SO EXHAUSTED…..
I WAS SLEEP UNTIL 3 AM IN THE MORNING…
THE WORST THING THAT I HAVEN TAKES MY SHOWER AND STILL WEARING MY BAJU KURUNG…..

I WALK OUT FROM MY BED AND TAKE MY SHOWER THEN…..
BUT IT’S JUST “MANDI KERBAU” LA…..
I SAW THAT TWO OF MY ROOMATE STILL AWAKE…..
THEN I SEAT ON MY DESK DOING NOTHING…
IT’S LOOK LIKE I’M STILL BLUR…….

I’VE BEEN THINKING OF I SLEEP SO TIGHT UNTIL I DON’T HEAR SOMEBODY CALL ME AND SMS ME TOO………….
HUH………..
FOR THE FIRST TIME I NEVER HEARD MY PHONE RINGING……
AND IT’S TOO LATE FOR ME TO REPLY THE SMS TOO RIGHT….
HEHEHEHE…………
THAT WAS CAMPUS LIFE I GUESS……

BAD DAY!!!!

Pagi-pagi kelas dah kena smatch dah...
It quite spoiling the mood of learning right!!!
Lecturer marah-marah kita orang pasal tak participate....
Yalah bila lecturer tanya any opinion or any question semua diam....
Maklum la pagi kot...
Semua orang gik ngantuk kali....
Hahaha....
Nasib badan la kan....

Maklum la minggu tuk quite busy la ngau assignment, ngau quiz gik....
Aduh!!! Ku pun dah pedih pala sebenar ya.....
Malam tadi tinduk laun ya la ketegal ka ngadu assignment yang due hari tuk....
Mala jak keja last minit ni nda kelam kabut dah nyak....
Hehehehe....
Biasa la nyak kan!!!
Adat nyadi students kot....

TERLALU CINTA (ROSSA)

Angan dekat atau
Jangan datang kepadaku lagi
Aku semakin tersiksa
Karena tak memilikimu

Ku coba jalani hari
Dengan mengganti dirimu
Tapi hatiku selalu
Berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini
Terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa
Menjauh dari angan tentangnya

Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya
Aku terlalu cinta dia

JUST FOR A BREAK!!!!!

IT 2 am IN THE MORNING..........
I STILL SEAT ON MY DESK, REVISING MY NOTES.....
QUITE TIRED LA.....
SO I MAKE A MOVE TO MY FRIEND DESK, WHICH HAVE A LAPTOP AND A BROADBAND TOO......

JUST FOR A BREAK I GUESS....
HEHEHE......

IT JUST COINCIDENT OR WHAT????

LAST NITE I'VE BEEN THINKING OF SOMEONE.....
SUDDENLY ABOUT 5 AM IN THE MORNING 'HE' CALLED ME....
IS IT COINCIDENCE OR WHAT AH......
OR MAYBE THAT GUY THINKING OF ME SO....

BUT FOR NO REASON IT JUST A COINCIDENCE I GUESS......
JUST FORGET IT LA......

WHATEVER IT IS I KNOW THAT WAS PART OF THIS LIFE....
HEHEHE......

CLASS CANCEL!!!

HAI......
CLASS CANCEL LAGI........
PUNYA LA PENAT BANGUN AWAL CLASS CANCEL LA PULAK.....
DAH YA CLASS SEMUA SBELAH PETANG.....
CLASS GANTI TAPI CANCEL GIK.....

CLASS YANG SEPATUTNYA ADA SEBELAH PETANGNYA PUN CANCEL...
HAHAHAHA.....
TAK PA LA KAN.....
DAPAT LA RILEK-RILEK...
HEHEHE...
WALAU PUN KERJA BERLAMBAK MASIH JUAK NAK RILEK-RILEK...
BIASA LA PA GIK LAST MINIT PUNYA KERJA LA....

ESOK WEEKEND!!!!
BEST NYA...
HEHEHE.....

SAMPAI SYURGA (FAIZAL TAHIR)

Kumembenarkan jiwaku
Tuk mencintaimu
Kupersembahkan hidupku
Tuk bersama kamu

Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu

Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus
memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Tuk dirimu

Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku
Hanya satuHanya kamu

Kumembiarkan hatiku
Tuk merinduimu
Kumenghamparkan sakitku
Tuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang
membutakanku

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Tuk dirimu

Sampai syurga kumenunggu
Sampai syurga kucintamu
Hanya kamu

Dan segala yang ku ada
Kuberikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia tuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Tuk dirimuNamun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku

Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Tuk dirimu

Sampai syurga kumenunggu
Sampai syurga kucintamu
Hanya kamu

My Favorite Meal!

Talking about my favorite meal over here........
Nasi Lemak of cos....
Hehehe...
Cos i like it!!!!!!!!
Even though it quite 'Pedas' to me la......
But i like it......

At Kuching Sarawak there is a place or kedai la to where i like to have nasi lemak....
It somewhere at Padungan area.....
I like nasi lemak there since they put ayam curry or ayam masak kurma also...
Huh....
Sedap tau...
Cuba ya.........

But instead of that my usual meal here is Nasi Goreng Kampung with no spicy......
Hehehehe.....
Over here everything provided in spicy....

But i miss sarawak punya makanan la!!!!!!!!!!!
Cannot wait to comeback sarawak...
Huhuhuhu....
What to do right?????
I got a mission here....
Hehehehe....

ONE WEEK BREAK LA PULAK!!!

Baru jak sebulan belajar, Uitm declare cuti seminggu.
Dinga-dinga bc kes H1N1 ko….
Kadang-kadang takut ga ngenang penyakit nyak.
Tapi nti di pikir gilak nambah ke takut ga…

Pikir-pikir balit menyesal ga datai kitu…
Ngelumba ga ngai nda maya penyakit H1N1 nyak bc ga datai kitu…
Hai…. Nti nda kebuah ngambi kursus DPLI tuk nda ga ku tuk datai ditu…..
Rasa-rasanya la lebih selamat diau ba Sarawak….
Walaupun dah bc kes ga dinga ku la……..
Tp nda la seteruk ditu la….

Cuti seminggu tuk sida ya madah sebagai tindakan kena mengelakkan penyakit nyak….
Tapi pikir-pikir balit bila semua students pulai kampung magang ndah ka bc gik la potensi ya merebak..
Nda pia!!!!!
Ukai nama la ku madah kenya….
Ya la misal kata tadi students nyak dah bisi symptom penyakit nyak dah nyak pulai ga ke kampung.
Ndah ke nyau nyangkit sida ya sebilik….

Ukai setakat nyak jak……
Bila dah pulai kampung, baka sida ke ngena bas nyak pulai.
Kan ke bisi gik potensi ya bulih penyakit nyak ko aku….

Ko aku manah gik la Uitm kuarantin students ba kampus jak daripada ngasuh pulai….
Bakani gaya nti sema pulai sida ya ari kampung tau bulih penyakit nyak……
Dah nyak ngerampit ngagai pangan diri baru ga…
Ne…….. Ndah ke tusah gik ko aku……
Kot-kot cuti seminggu pun nyadi panjai ga….

Dah baka rantai makanan pulak penyakit nyak…..
Tapi sememangnya nda la ku ngarap ke penyakit makin menjadi-jadi pia….
Ukai baka ke ngajih ke ko orang nyak….

Hehehehe…..
Semadi ka ngerandau ke penyakit nyak pia….

Seminggu cuti pun nda ga lih pulai…..
Ya la baka bisi duit ndai hal ga ne….
Ulih ga pulai ko jaku….
Aku diau ba asrama jak sepanjai cuti….
Ka bejalai ngenang ke penyakit nyak meh tadi…
Tambah mega takut ke nda cukup belanja ga tadi….
Mbar ga jauh menua baka tuk deh…

Keni-keni pun nadai ko ngau ga kan…..
Nyak la ragam hidup kali……..

MY ENVIRONMENT PART 2!!!!!

Hehehe……….
It looks like I make a series of movie right!!!!!!!
Something like Lord of the ring or Harry Potter……………..
But I’m not…..
It just a small talk for me to begin I guess.

As I said before I was majoring in TESL and there are two group of TESL, Group A and Group B. And I was belonging to TESL Group A. As in the house, I was the only one non-muslim there and also the only one from Sarawak too.

It looks like I’m the luckiest one right!!!!!!!!!!
Probably the cleverest one too!!!!!!!!!!!
And I should be proud of it I guess…………..
Hehehehe….
I just joking ok…..

If that so, I mean if I’m the luckiest one, I need to appreciate it right!!!!!
I really appreciate it actually but not with full hearted and I try my best….
But if I don’t, but I have too……..
Huhuhuhu……..

Better future afterward I guess……..
Hehehehe……
Nevermind la……….
Seem that I can figure out now my fate is to be a TEACHER I guess!!!!

Arh………
TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!
Please la…..
No la I’m just joking alright……….

Now I’m here la….
No body can deny I’m TEACHER to be!!!
So that mean I’m willing too alright…………
Just I need a time for it I guess…..

And I’ll make a promised to myself……….
I promised to myself I will be a good Teacher.
And to my Dad I really appreciate you as a father who always asks me to involve in this profession and as a Teacher too….

MY ENVIRONMENT!!!!!!!

I stayed at hostel Puncak Perdana room no. 1D06...........
There are Seven of us inside this house.
That house consist of three room. One room of four person and two room of two person.
And I was belong to room of four person but there only three of us....
One of my roomate is from Sabah and the other one from Kelantan.
Inside that house, there only me a non-muslim............
Everyday I saw my roomate perform their five daily prayer and sometimes 'Mengaji'.......
And I wondered there a people who very 'ALIM' like them right.............
Even me who need to pray once a week also sometimes I missed it what if five times a day right....
Hahaha................
Like I'm telling that i'm not the kind of 'ALIM' person....
Huhuhuhu.............
Sorry to my roomate to say that................
Not because of I 'mempersendakan' your religion but I quite solute with you guys orite...........
But i'm telling you guys, i like to make friends and be a friends to all of you........

Back To Campus!!!!!!!!!!

I've been here at Puncak Perdana Uitm Campus since 26 June of 2009. It about a month already.
I'm doing my DPLI course at Uitm Shah Alam majoring in TESL.
I've been thinking of reject this chance for the first time but at last i'm here........
Arh........ It quite boring to be here!
BACK TO CAMPUS LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I still in the mood of working i guess...............
My dad seem to be happy finally I obey his advise to be a Teacher like him.
Sorry dad for saying like that!!!!
I guess all you have done to me is for my own good also........
I have to get through all these for a year.............
Hope that i slowly put an interest toward teaching.........
Oh.... In one year time i'm teacher to be..........
Actually i dont like teacher profession but as i said i'm here doing the course of DPLI and soon to be a Teacher.
Cannot believe that at last I choose this profession too.......
Sorry again to my Dad and sorry too Sis cos you are Teacher too........
No matter what happen, from now on I need to go through this......
But the thing is..........
Why must they give TESL as my specialization???????????
As what I know, I'm not good enough in English........
Hahaha....
What to do right!!!!!!!!
And i have too................