TO LOVED OR TO BE LOVED?????????

TO LOVED OR TE BE LOVED????????
WHICH ONE IS MUCH MORE BETTER?????????????
I PREFERED TO BE LOVED BY OTHERS AND I’M SICK OF TO LOVED. SEEMS IT’S USUALLY END UP WITH HURTING ME THEN. NOW I’M HOPING FOR BEING LOVED BY OTHERS. HOPE THAT I CAN FIND ONE SOON.
HAHAHAHAHAHA..........
BUT LOVED WILL NEVER COME IF YOU NOT SEARCHING FOR IT I GUESS..................
BUT IT MATTER OF TIME THAT MAKES YOU TO FIND A LOVE AND TO FALL FOR THE LOVE...........
BUT OTHERS SAY LOVE WILL COME TO YOU............
IS THAT RIGHT AH????????
HOW COME LOVE COMES TO YOU IF YOU NOT SEARCHING FOR IT RIGHT??????????
HAHAHAHAHA..........
QUITE NONSENSE LA..................
WHATEVER LA............
WHAT I KNOW LOVE IS HAPPINESS AND JOY WHEN IT’S MEANINGFUL TO ANYBODY WHO FALLS IN LOVE BUT IT CAN HURT TOO WHEN SOMEONE WHO YOU LOVED NOT APPRECIATE IT LIKE YOU DID...........
HEHEHEHEHEHEHE............
THAT MY OPINION WITH NO HURT OTHERS FEELING............

NOTHING MUCH TO DO!!

I’M FREE.........
FREE FROM GOING TO CLASS FOR THIS FEW DAYS......
BUT EVERBODY WENT BACK HOME EXCEPT ME AND ONE OF MY FRIENDS ALSO FROM SARAWAK.......
BUT THEN I’M STAY ALONE ALSO CAUSE MY FRIEND DOING HER PART TIME JOB ON THE DAY AND ONLY COME BACK AT NIGHT...........
PITY ON ME RIGHT............
NEVER MIND THAT WHAT WE CALLED THE DAY OF BEING ALONE.............
BUT I ALWAYS BE ALONE AT KUCHING AS WELL.....
AND I’M GET USED TO IT................
HAHAHAHAHA...............
WHAT HAPPEN AFTER I’M WORKING SOON AHH..........
THAT TIME PROBABLY I’LL BE ALONE AGAIN AND FOR MUCH TIME TOO I GUESS...................

SCARED!!! WORRIED!!! EVERTHING!!!!!!

I JUST TEST MY ENGLISH LEVEL AND I WANTED O KNOW TO WHICH LEVEL MY ENGLISH IS. TOO SCARED OF IT SINCE THE RESULT WAS NOT THAT GOOD. NOW I’M GETTING WORRIED ALREADY ON HOW CAN I TEACH ENGLISH AND AM I CAPABLE ENOUGH TO DO SO. I’M NOT SAYING THAT I’M NOT CONFIDENT WITH MYSELF BUT THE REALITY IS I NEED TO BE GOOD FIRST IN THIS SUBJECT THEN I CAN TEACH OTHERS RIGHT.........

FOR THE TIME BEING I TRY MY BEST TO IMPROVE IT AND HOPE THAT I’M NOT GIVING UP TO DO SO. I BELIEVE EVERYBODY CAN DO IT BUT THERE MUST BE HARD WORK TO WORK ON ITS. IT RELY ON THE MATTER OF OURSELF TO MAKE IT REAL RIGHT....................

OOOOOOOOO...............
GOD DO BLESS MY WISHES TO BE GOOD IN THIS MATTER....................

CANNOT WAIT FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT BEEN A WHILE I HAVEN’T WRITE IN MY BLOG. I’M QUITE BUZY WITH MY WORKS AND THESE BUZINESS SOMETIMES MAKE ME SICK OF IT. I NEED TO RUN AWAY FROM THIS KIND OF ROUTINES AND MAKES SPACES OF TIME FOR ME TO ENJOY MYSELF AND FOR ME TO RELAX MY MIND AND SOUL PROBABLY. PERHAPS I NEED TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT. BUT AS LONG AS I’M HERE I DON’T HAVE ANY IDEA TO DO WHAT SINCE I’M NOT FAMILIAR WITH THIS AREA. UNLESS IF I’M AT KUCHING I KNOW WHAT SORT OF THING THAT I CAN DO.

I CANNOT WAIT FOR GOING BACK THIS TIME. OOO............ GOD DOES MAKE TIME RUNNING FASTER. I CANNOT WAIT TO GOING BACK FOR CHRISTMAS EVE EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT US (MY FAMILY & I) NOT REALLY CELEBRATE THIS FESTIVAL. FOR ME THIS IS THE TIME FOR ME STAY AT MY HOME AND GO OUT SOMETIMES WITH NOTHING MUCH TO THINK OF.

OOOOOOOO.......... I NEED TO FREE MY MIND TO THINK OF MANY SORTS OF THING LIKE STUDYING, WORKING ON MY ASSIGNMENT AND MANY OTHERS. BUT THEN I CAN’T DO SO....... SINCE I NEED TO DO THOSE WORK FOR ME TO ACCOMPLISH MY DP COURSE AND IT JUST A MATTER OF TIME, A ONE YEAR TIME FOR ME TO FINISH THIS COURSE.

SO ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST FINISH MY ASSIGNMENT ON LESSON PLAN.
WHAT NONSENSE I HAVE TO DO THIS LESSON PLAN????????????

YEAH...........
I SAY SO BECAUSE IT IS NOT LIKES THAT IF YOU'RE REALLY COME TO THE ACTUAL SITUATION AND EVERY OF MY CLASSMATE WHO HAS TEACHING EXPERIENCED SAID THAT LA..................

SO ANNOYING ACTUALLY...............
WHY I NEED TO DO THIS IF IT’S DOES NOT PRACTICAL THEN RIGHT.....................
WHAT EVER LA.............
BUT I HAVE TO FULFILL THIS REQUIREMENT ALSO RIGHT...........
AS LECTURE DO THEIR WORK TEACHING US AND WE AS A STUDENTS ALSO NEED TO COMPLIMENT ALSO..........

EMMMMMMMMMM..........................
ONE MORE THING.............
I'M SO ANNOYING WITH THE LECTURER WHO ASK US TO WATCH A MOVIE CALLED "PAPADOM"...........
IT JUST BECAUSE OF WRITTING WORKSHOP SHE ASK US TO WATCH THAT MOVIE.........
WHY MUST THAT WAY AH..............
WHAT EVER LA............
FOR ME IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE LA............
YA LA JUST BECAUSE OF WRITTING WORKSHOP...........

ONE MORE THING HOW COME SHE ASK US TO DO SO???????????
WE ALREADY GOT MANY WORK TO DO..............
THE QUESTION IS, IS THERE ANY TIME FOR US TO DO SO??????????
HAI.............
WHATEVER LA................

SEMAKIN SIHAT!!!!!!!!!

NAMPAK GAYA NYA KU SEMAKIN TEMBAM LA............
ALAMAK SUSAH NI..........
KENA DIET JAWABNYA NI KO...........
MACAM MANA NAK DIET NI...............

CAKAP JE NAK DIET TAPI TAK JUGA NI.............
ADUH NAK TIMBANG BERAT PUN DAH TAKUT........
YE LAH TIMBANG JE TENGOK BERAT MELAMPAU NANTI TU YANG MENAKUTKAN JUGA TU.......
HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.......
TAK TAHU LAH NAK DIET MACAM MANA.........

I'M OLD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY'S ALREADY 5TH NOVEMBER...............
MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY...........
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA..........
I'M OLD ENOUGH ALREADY..........

WHAT SHOULD I DO AH?????
SHOULD I PLAN FOR A BETTER LIFE OR REMAIN THE SAME....
HEHEHEHEHE.......
SINCE THAT I WAS TIED TO THE AGREEMENT WITH THE GOVERNMENT I CANNOT PLAN ANYTHING............
THE THING IS I NEED TO ACCOMPLISH MY MISSION TO BE A TEACHER THEN.........
HEHEHEHEHE........
I HAVE TO WAIT FOR HALF YEAR MORE TO FINISH THIS AND START WITH A NEW ROUTINE AS A TEACHER THEN......

DEATH!!!! I'M AFRAID OF IT!!!

MY BIRTHDAY COMING SOON IN FEW DAYS MORE. SHOULD I BE PROUD OF BEING OLDER OR SHOULD I BE AFRAID OF IT. EMM.... ACTUALLY I'M QUITE AFRAID OF BEING OLDER AND OLDER. WHAT COME TO MY MIND WHEN I'M THINKING I'M GETTING OLDER IS DEATH......

ACTUALLY IT QUITE NONSENSE RIGHT. BUT I ALWAYS THINKING OF IT. HOW IT LOOK LIKE WHEN IT COME TO THAT TIME.....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA........

NEVER MIND EVERYBODY NEED TO FACE THE DEATH IN ANY WAYS OR ANY TIME I GUESS. THE ONLY THING THAT WE DON'T KNOW WHEN IT IS.
HEHEHEHEHE...............
BEFORE THAT WE NEED TO REPEND FIRST BEFORE THE TIME IS COME.....

BENGANG NYA!!!!!!!!!!!

BENGANG NYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BERAPA ARI TUK DAH LINE MAXIS BROADBAND NDA MANAH..........
GERAM ADA JAK KO..............
RASA KA PEGI JAK MAXIS CENTER AND MENGAMUK DAH NYAK.............
PA HAL LA KO KU..............
BIL UDAH GAK BAYAR..............
NI NDA KU NDA GERAM DAH NYAK.....................
HEH............
APA-APA JAK LA...........

CAKAP PASAL SEMESTER BARU TUK............
EMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.....................
LECTURERS MAYUH BIAK-BIAK LA............
PROBABLY BIAK ARI AKU KOT.............
HARAP-HARAP NADAI NYADI HAL GILAK LA KAN..................
APA-APA PUN JAMPAT LA MASA BEJALAI.....
NDA SABAR KA NGABIS DP COURSE TUK.............
AIYA...........
TAPI GIK LAMA GAK BILA DI KIRA-KIRA...............

EMMMMMMMMMM.............
BULAN SATU DAH START PRAKTIKAL GAK..............
DINI NDA LA SIDA YA NIKAU AKU TUK..............
MAYUH KEMUNGKINAN YA SIGI DITU NADAI HARAPAN LA KA PULAI KUCHING PRAKTIKAL.........
HUHUHUHUHU...........
NADAI HAL LA JANJI JAMPAT ABIS KE COURSE TUK.........
HEHEHEHEHE...............

DAH NYAK MENGANGGUR GAK SEKEJAP NGANTI KE POSTING..............
NADAI HAL LA JANJI BISI UTAI DI ANTI KAN............
DINI NDA LA KU TUK DI POSTING SIDA YA ILA KO..............