SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO SAD ACTUALLY, SO BORING AND MANY OTHERS SO..............
I'M SO SAD THAT I'M GOING BACK TO SHAH ALAM AGAIN...........
HUHUHUHU.............
IT'S ABOUT A WEEK I'VE BEEN KUCHING HERE........
CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS AND ENJOY THE HOLIDAY..........
BUT THEN I'VE TO GO BACK TO SHAH ALAM............

A WEEK HOLIDAY DOESN'T ENOUGH FOR ME TO ENJOY EVERYTHING...........
AND NOW I'M STILL IN THE MOOD OF HOLIDAY AND YET A TIME FOR ME TO RUN AWAY FROM MY EVERY RUTINE..........
OOOOOOOO GOD GIVE ME PEACE IN MY HEART............
MAKE ME AS YOUR INSTRUMENT OF PEACE BECAUSE I NEED THOSE KIND OF FEELING TO FACES WHATEVER COMES TO ME AFTERWARD..........
LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING BACK TO KUCHING AGAIN............

DO MAKE THE TIME RUNNING FASTER GOD CAUSE I'M SICK ENOUGH TO BE AT SHAH ALAM THERE...........
HUHUHUHUHU.......
AND NOW I'M SO SAD TO LEAVE KUCHING, TO LEAVE EVERYTHING AND TO LEAVE THE MOMENT OF TIME BEING TOGETHER WITH THE LOVED ONE.............
ARGH.................
I FEEL SO SAD WHEN I'M THINKING OF THIS.............
I NEED TO BE COOL ACTUALLY SINCE WHEN I GET THERE I HAVE MANY WORKS TO SETTLE UP.........
ANYWHERE I HOPE I CAN DO IT AND CAN MAKE IT FOR THIS FEW MONTH MORE.............

SINU ENDAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SINU NDAR ATI KU SARITU. KU CUBA ENJOY DIRI MPU TAPI NDA ULIH. SEMA JAKU BARU PULAI ARI MEDA WAYANG NGAU GENG KU. BLOG TUK GAK NYADI TEMPAT KU MENGADU DAH NYAK....
APALAH NASIB KU KAN.....

BAKANI LA CARA KU KA NGUBAH KELEMAHAN DIRI KU ATAU AKU PERLU JADI DIRI SENDIRI NDA IBOH KIRUH KE PENDAPAT ORANG KAN....
KU CUBA SEDAYA UPAYA KU DAH..... TAPI TETAP GAK KELEMAHAN NGAU KETAKSEMPURNAAN AKU YANG TIMBUL....
APA GIK MEMANG LA SEDIH BILA KITAI NGASAI KE ORANG CUBA KA MINTA TOLONG DAN BERHARAP NGAU KITAI DAN KITAI CUBA KA NULONG TAPI NDA ULIH...
KENI LAH KAN NTI NAMA YA DAH NDA ULIH DAN AKU NDA SEPERTI YANG DIJANGKAKAN......

NAMA!!! SALAH AKU GAK NYAK KA???????????
KADANG AKU RASA KELEMAHAN AKU DAN KETIDAKSEMPURNAAN AKU DAH OVERSHADOW DIRI KU EMPU... LABAN AKU PUN TURUT BERUNDING DALAM ATI YANG ORANG NYAK NGARAP KE AKU NYADI BAKA YANG SEPERTI YA KA, ULIH YA BERGANTUNG NGAU AND MACAM-MACAM GIK LA...... DAH NYAK AKU NEMU AKU UKAI ORANG DALAM CRITERIA NYAK.... SO APA GIK LA MEMANG LA KU PIKIR MESTI YA TUK KECEWA LABAN AKU NDA BAKA UTAI KE DI ARAP KA YA.....

TAPI KATI LA KU ULIH NGUBAH UTAI NYAK KAN....
LABAN KEMAMPUAN KU MEMANG SETAKAT NYAK.....
TAPI APA LA SALAH ORANG NYAK TERIMA KU SEADANYA......
MEMANG AKU NGAKU PERKARA NYAK BAH..... AKU UKAI ORANG KAYA YANG ULIH SENTIASA NULONG BILA MAYA YA TUSAH TAPI NDA ULIH KA YA NIPU MIMIT ANANG KELALU NAMPAK KA KELEMAHAN KU NYAK BA MATA YA....
HAI..... ENTAH LA.... MUNGKIN KETEGAL NYAK LA ORANG YA BATAK ASUR KOT.....

YA LAH AKU NDA SEMPURNA BA MATA YA......
TAPI KENI-KENI PUN AKU NEMU KELEMAHAN NGAU KETIDAKSEMPURAAN AKU NYAK AKU TETAP NDA ULIH NGUBAH PERKARA NYAK...........
ULIH MEMANG LA BISI KEMUNGKINAN TAPI MUNGKIN AMBI MASA............

BAH NDA KAN AKU JAK YANG PERLU NITIH KA REQUIREMENT YA KAN........
KATI KE REQUIREMENT AKU NGAGAI YA....
KADA YA ULIH NITIH KE............
TAPI NADAI YA KALA BERUNDING UTAI NYAK KALI........
INGAT KEDIRI EMPU JAK............
NADAI HAL AKU HARAP AKU ULIH HANDLE PERKARA TUK...........
LENYAU LA ATI KU KE SINU TUK.........
KADANG ASAI KE NDA ULIH BERTAHAN GIK DAH.........

LATE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!

IT’S LATE ALREADY BUT YET I STILL SEAT IN MY DESK................
I TRY TO FINISH UP MY WORK AND SEARCH FOR THE ARTICLE THAT RELATED TO MY ASSIGNMENT BUT THEN I CAN’T FIND IT...............
AND NOW I’M THINKING OF TO STOP DOING IT BECAUSE LATE ALRAEDY AND I NEED TO SLEEP............
EVERYBOBY IN THIS HOUSE IS SLEEP ALREADY INSTEAD OF ME..............
I’M SO HARDWORKING ISN’T IT????????????
NOT SO I GUESS...............
HUH TIRED ALREADY.............
JUST WANTED TO WRITE A LITTLE IN MY BLOG BEFORE I SLEEP THEN................
OK LA...........
I NEED TO REST MYSELF...........
RATHER THAN NOTHING TO DO...................